So today is just one of those days… I feel down :(  I’m still on my weight loss journey and it seems to be nearing the end. But at the same time it just seems so far away. I have so many conflicting feeling about what’s happening! Most days I’m good, but this week has been a really off one for me. I just feel like I’ve started on a course that is not mentality healthy (which in itself seems wrong since I’m trying to get physically healthy). This whole journey has had me on and off scales, in front of multiple mirrors, counting and recounting calories. I have even found myself restricting. I don’t want to go down an ugly path that will result in self harm (by way of diet & exercise)  I don’t want to obsess over pounds and rolls… and eating too much bread…  I don’t know what to think about how I’m feeling and have been feeling.. And I don’t want to minimize this moment by blaming it on hormonal fluctuation   (if you know what I mean) but maybe this is just a fleeting trivial moment that will pass… 
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So today is just one of those days… I feel down :( 

I’m still on my weight loss journey and it seems to be nearing the end. But at the same time it just seems so far away. I have so many conflicting feeling about what’s happening! Most days I’m good, but this week has been a really off one for me. I just feel like I’ve started on a course that is not mentality healthy (which in itself seems wrong since I’m trying to get physically healthy). This whole journey has had me on and off scales, in front of multiple mirrors, counting and recounting calories. I have even found myself restricting. I don’t want to go down an ugly path that will result in self harm (by way of diet & exercise)  I don’t want to obsess over pounds and rolls… and eating too much bread… 

I don’t know what to think about how I’m feeling and have been feeling.. And I don’t want to minimize this moment by blaming it on hormonal fluctuation   (if you know what I mean) but maybe this is just a fleeting trivial moment that will pass… 

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